Supernatural - I will never see my 35th birthday

I filled the following prompt for the  "Sharp_teeth" LJ community :

Dean left without a word, just to see if someone cared. He hoped someone would give him a reason not to use the gun and the bullet he brought but slowly but surely the battery on his phone is dying and he still hasn't gotten a single call from anybody.

I must be a little sadistic but I have a thing for hurt!Dean. I love to see this boy suffer, I don't even know why because he's just my favorite character on the show!  ^^